The way each of us think can dramatically change our moods. Good thoughts will definitely shine through our faces as this particular quote shows. Growing up I've realised how much i over think for the silliest things. I still remember when the first train journey alone to my mariappi's house; it was all the way in London. Till the minute i reached her house i was getting tensed of all the things which could go wrong in a train journey. The best people who knows how much of a overthinker i am is Mr. Anoop && Tuttu.
This year i went through one of the most difficult phases in my life. It being personal and also study related. As a final year student there was a lot of pressure from each corner. About dissertation, exams (which was like LIFE or DEATH) and also the main important thing 'the Future' !!
After a much hard work dissertation was completed smoothly. However then there was the dreadful exams coming around the corner. The one month Easter holidays all i spent was 50% thinking and worrying about exams as well as other million stuff rather than opening up a book and revising at least 2 pages. 3 weeks went passed quickly and the last week all i did was sit and make my revision notes colorful.
For the past one year exams felt like a phobia to me. Which was very unusual for me,all these years I've dealt with exams very calmly. I was always a sort of person who thought 'don't care if i fail'. But this year, the amount of sleepless nights i have had, the dramatic phase of throwing up because of too much tension, lack of appetite was all a bit too much!!! In my mind all i thought was i'm gonna fail, i wont remember anything and i will have to resit. There no a single bit of confidence in myself. In the view of other's it looked like i'm over thinking about exams and crying for no reason. But the fact is that sometimes likes hard to change the way our brain process!
HOWEVER i've survived the exams and passed with a Bsc degree !!
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